I'm pounding the pavement as I wrapped my head with the possibility of STILL not going to VFS. *sigh* It's like I need money to make one of my dreams come true even just a smidgen. I've continued burning the Internet wires checking out job openings from various sites and why I need to be aggressive with this.
Remnants of the negative feelings I had about shifting schedules still left me with a bad taste but I have to overcome them right?! One - I need to show some mental fortitude, really and not balk on the idea that it will send me too early to the grave.... Hokay, (couldn't help catching
dvampyrlestat 's favorite expression) getting a tad depressing there for a moment. Two - I need to help Dad and Mom. Three - The world revolves on money. A sad reality. In order to survive, one needs to have money. Sheesh.
Remnants of the negative feelings I had about shifting schedules still left me with a bad taste but I have to overcome them right?! One - I need to show some mental fortitude, really and not balk on the idea that it will send me too early to the grave.... Hokay, (couldn't help catching
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Current Music: Gravity by Sara Bareilles
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